Feeling all disheveled with my soul laid bare
Feeling isolated and alone, because you are not there
Just want to tell you that I love you, just one more time
I cant wrap my head around it, you’re always on my mind
A part of me has died, inside an empty hole
Knowing you took your life , and what you stole
A part of me is angry, yet a part is very frail
Knowing you held on as long as you could, it just isnt fair
Your body remains here, your soul with the lord
Not sure what to do with this pain, I feel so unsure
You were like a rock, always resilient and strong
Good at whatever you put your hands too now forever gone
What am I supposed to do without you by my side
I felt you were my safety, now I can longer hide
I knew with you I was always safe, that’s what big brothers do
I’m still left in shock, this just cant be true
You were desperate for the pain to go this understand
I know that you were not alone, for god had you in his hands
Heaven welcomed you home, that gives my heart such peace
To know you are no longer suffering gives me great relief
My 3 Angel’s in heaven yet your memories still remain
I have to be strong and carry on, so this pain will birth gain
I’ll speak on all of your behalf it’s what I’m called to do
Until heaven calls me home and I return to you
IN DEEP WATERS 