Joy Comes in the Morning

Night time and morning seem to be the worst
One all is quiet, no ones around that’s, when it hurts

The thoughts run endlessly, emotions running wild
Inside I feel so afraid of them, like a small child

I try to distract myself , I do the best I can
Knowing when I fall asleep, the cycle will repeat itself again

I have to climb out of it all over again, it makes me really tired
But life doesnt stop moving, I push forward and I smile

It satisfying to have a purpose, yet doesnt diminish the pain
But I cant run from it, because it makes me feel drained

One moment at a time, I surrender my tears to the Lord
Knowing if I remain faithful, joy is my reward

Joy comes in the morning, his promises are true
My God, my father, I simply trust in you

I rely on your grace to get me through the day
Trusting that the joy will come, just maybe not today

You’ve got me, my times are in your hand
You understand my questioning, when I simply dont understand

I grab your hand and hold it tight, we walk together through this valley
I will come out singing, with buckets of water for others, it’s my personality

For now my job is to heal, you put me on a shelf
I’m learning to be okay with that, it is for my health

Thank you lord for helping me get through today
I am not alone, you walk with me, I’m going to be okay